December 28th

This was probably the worst night of all. The past few days she has started whooping with her coughs and last night I almost brought her to the emergency room since she was coughing up blood and I think she went unconscious at one point after a long whooping session. The nurse on call told me it's probably fine and to just make an appointment in the morning. We are all exhausted and my heart feels like someone has ripped it from my chest. At this point I know it's whooping cough.